Note: I honestly could not think of what I should get you. Nothing really says "non-boyfriend I'm madly in love with that I can't stop hurting". So I'm giving you this box, and I'm giving you a promise. The box has something in it but you're not allowed to open it until I tell you to. And the promise is this: I'm gonna fix myself. I'm going to figure out what I need to do to get shit together.